Dear readers, I didn’t mean to leave you in the dark the last few days. Don’t worry, the storm has passed. The seas remained a bit rough for a few days, but with blue skies and bright sunlight making a shy appearance. Be warned, though: this is another of my rambling posts. Feel free to skip. It’s just good for my sanity to throw all my thoughts and worries and feelings in a heap of a post, and then try to organize them into something coherent.

I didn’t see Boy Toy much this weekend. He needed the space, and I needed to give it to him. I spent some time with friends and finally saw him at the club, Saturday night. He arrived later than me and when he did, I was a the bar chatting with a guy. A guy who was telling me about his girlfriend and his coming baby, mind you, but Boy Toy didn’t know that. But it didn’t matter, never matters with Boy Toy. I would love to be as self-confident as he is!

I was dressed in a way I knew he would find sexy. He walked right up to me, nevermind that I had “company”, and checked me out from head to toe. Someone behind him said something to him but he said “Not now, I’m cruising”. Ah, how cute. I introduced him to my new friend, whose name I had unfortunately forgotten (I’m just not very good with names). And that’s how the night started. The rest is a bit of a blur, I must admit. After my roller coaster of emotions, I indulged a bit too much. I remember giving some drunken relationship advice to other couples… Me, who can barely manage MY relationship! Read the rest of this entry »

After more than a year, Boy Toy and I still almost always shower together when I’m there. I absolutely have to wash before I can properly start my day, and we love to share this intimate moment.

The shower is small, it’s one of those shower only types with no bath, and ideally, there should only be one person in there. We have to take turns under the water. We’ve mastered this little choreography so well, it’s become a tag-team affair.

We start fairly innocently: after all, we’re in there to wash, there’s work to be done. But naked skin under running water… We’re talking trouble. There’s definitely something to be said about hot, steamy water and naked bodies. 

Shower sex is a favorite of ours, despite how challenging it can be. I remember this one time in particular, but it could be dozens of other times. We’re halfway through the shower, practically done washing, and I decide to experiment. I reach out and wrap one hand around his balls and penis. I mean, they’re right there, how could I not touch them?  Read the rest of this entry »

So, my readers have spoken (see previous post) and this Owner Friday, I had my Boy Toy give me a massage with a happy ending. I’m a little surprised that the less kinky option of the three won… Boy Toy was feeling lucky indeed, Friday night. Because of course, he reads my blog and he knew about the vote thing.

It didn’t matter to me which suggestion won. The important part was having Boy Toy come up with the ideas. I told him there could be no cheating: if I didn’t like his suggestions, if I thought he was trying for an easy way out of it, I would give him a spanking.

I was quite pleased with my idea. This way, I didn’t have to come up with anything for Owner Friday, which suited me just fine since I was so busy last week. In fact, I came up with the notion just before I had to leave on an errand. I quickly IMed Boy Toy, telling him to email me his three suggestions. When I got back home, I had about 10 minutes before I had to leave for the evening and on a whim, I decided to have you vote on them and quickly published my post. When I asked Boy Toy if he had seen it, the next day, he blushed. He was quite flustered at having his fate in my readers’ hands, which was exactly the effect I was going for! Read the rest of this entry »