I enjoyed giving you a peek into mine and Boy Toy’s life so much, last week, that this week I decided to show you more pictures from the same series. They were very fun to take, too. Boy Toy’s a very good sport when it comes to that sort of thing.

Oh and don’t forget that as usual, you should click.

Happy HNT!

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We were hanging out with a couple of girlfriends; they had stopped by for a few drinks on their way to the club. While A was getting ready in the washroom, Boy Toy, M2 and I chatted in the kitchen. In the course of our idle talk, M2 mentioned she might come out with us the next day, without her boyfriend M.

We encouraged her. “Yes, come, you’ll have fun with us, you’ll see! Who needs M!?” We were mock-serious, of course. Oh, we wanted her to come along, true, but we’ve got nothing against her boyfriend, who’s a good friend of mine. Just a little harmless teasing. But she answered “It COULD be good, being able to have fun and not constantly watch out after him to make sure he isn’t doing anything with other girls…”

M and M2 are supposedly an open couple. At least, that’s what M tells me, that his girlfriend is OK with that kind of stuff. I’m really not aware of any more details than that and frankly, I don’t want to know. It’s their business. And I would have nothing against it, except for this feeling that maybe M2 isn’t as happy as she tells her boyfriend about sharing him. Her comment that night only confirms my feeling. It’s still none of my business, but it saddens me a little.

So I told her: “You know, there’s a way you wouldn’t ever worry about such things…” I saw Boy Toy blush across the table. Read the rest of this entry »

Last week, I mentioned how I had Boy Toy wear a locked collar while our friends were there. None of them so much as whispered a word about it, and I thought they simply hadn’t noticed. After all, it could have been a decorative collar, the padlock was hidden under his shirt.

Turns out that my assumption about our friends not noticing was wrong. Yesterday, Boy Toy told me that our friend M asked about it, a couple of days ago. M is a kinky boy and he knows that Boy Toy and I are pretty kinky too. Well, the same applies to several friends, really. While we don’t usually discuss particulars (especially Boy Toy and I), we ARE a naughty bunch and everybody knows it.

So two days ago, M asked Boy Toy if he had been wearing the chain-harness that night. Such a question shouldn’t come as too much of a shock to us, because M knows about the harness. When we made the thing, I told M about it. I showed him the drawing of my design, mainly because at the time, we were wondering about making harnesses for others. We sort of thought we’d make one for him, so I talked to him about it.

I laughed delightedly when Boy Toy reported this conversation! I felt thrilled that we had been “discovered” at our little game. In my opinion, this adds a little humiliation for Boy Toy into the mix, and as long as it’s just a little humiliating, it’s actually hot.

And M is honestly curious, in a respectful and innocent way. He’s very much into kink himself. Boy Toy told me it didn’t bother him that M would know such things about us, which I think is pretty cool. Means I can discuss a little more openly with my friend, and maybe even someday act upon my fantasy of having Boy Toy bound naked while our friends and I are there, having fun!

It’s an interesting dynamic we have with our friends.

Well, 2008 is already drawing to an end and naturally, we take a look back at the year that has just passed. In keeping with this, Osbasso has suggested that for this very last HNT of the year, we pick what we think is our favorite HNT picture that we’ve posted. This was much harder than I thought it’d be. And I’ve only had my blog for about half the year!

When I post pictures for HNT, it’s because I like them and so it’s difficult to choose which I think is best. That being said, this one and this one (and their click-throughs) are certainly among my personal favorites. 

However, I think that a HNT post is more than just the image, so I have picked my favorite not only for the picture, but also for what it actually means to me. While I do find the shot fun and interesting, what it represents is what is most dear to me: it was a glimpse into Boy Toy and I’s intimacy, a moment of playful exposure captured and shared. Hope you enjoy it as much as Boy Toy and I did!

Exposure (HNT)

It’s thrilling to expose and be exposed. Boy Toy and I play at it a lot. When heading over to his place, I’ll tell him to wait for me naked. Exposed. Sometimes, I’ll grab a camera and take pictures of him when he’s in this most vulnerable of positions.

Earlier tonight, we were talking about pushing limits. I paraphrased what maymay wrote recently:

My goal was the same as hers: to push limits. We push each other, we always have, and it’s part of what keeps us moving forward together. Though the willingness to push a bottom’s limits is almost a prerequisite to advertise yourself as a top or a dominant, very rarely does anyone seem to recognize the value of pushing a top’s limits as a bottom, and I think that is a grave oversight for all involved. Often, people expect—sometimes even demand—that bottoms and submissives be entirely passive partners in sex and kink, but I think this is wrong.

With that in mind, I told Boy Toy I’d like to hear suggestions of things HE would like to try. And it’s funny, his first suggestion was to expose me:

make you dress really sexy and make you go out?

The thrill of exposure is why I’ve gotten into HNT so readily. And I’m sure it’s the same for you. So. Without further ado, here’s me playing at exposing Boy Toy. Aren’t we naughty?

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Almost two weeks without orgasm, and Boy Toy’s getting pretty desperate. This is the longest we’ve gone. I know, I know… It isn’t very long at all! I fact, I haven’t had an orgasm either in all that time. Nothing’s stopping me from getting one, yet I don’t feel the need. Boy Toy, though… Boy Toy told me he plays with himself every chance he gets. He’s in subspace most of the time. And the dreams! They come almost every night, getting kinkier and kinkier. This is his latest one:

This one is a little hardcore fetish, mixed with D/s relationship stuff, maybe because of the denial. And lots of pushing limits! I think it’s my current state!!!

You’re going through rules I’ll have to follow and before I know it I’m stripped right down and I have this feeling that you have everything planned and controlled, that you’re taking everything into your hands.

I’m listening to you talk about our relationship, that D/s has been in the works or planned for some time. And you’re sort of re-defining things and going into it more seriously. It’s tied to me not being allowed to cum. And it goes towards submitting to you fully as total property because you’re tired of me trying to resist that or something, it’s hindering your progression into this and you would like to go deeper. Read the rest of this entry »

In case you missed this in my last few posts, I’ve taken control of Boy Toy’s orgasms again. That was a little over a week ago. He hasn’t cum since. He emailed me today while I was at work and asked when he could… you know what. He has been having kinky dreams pretty much every night, most of then involving hypnosis.

Of course, it doesn’t help that I’ve had him listen to Lady Julia’s Red Silk hypnosis session almost every night. And that I make him smoke his first cigarette of the day naked and kneeling. Every day.

All of this combined makes for a frantic, desperate for an orgasm, Boy Toy. We were chatting, earlier tonight, and I thought I’d share our conversation (for those of you not familiar with MSN Messenger, “:$” is for the little blushing smiley… notice Boy Toy does that a lot!). Read the rest of this entry »

It’s thrilling to expose and be exposed. Boy Toy and I play at it a lot. When heading over to his place, I’ll tell him to wait for me naked. Exposed. Sometimes, I’ll grab a camera and take pictures of him when he’s in this most vulnerable of positions.

Earlier tonight, we were talking about pushing limits. I paraphrased what maymay wrote recently:

My goal was the same as hers: to push limits. We push each other, we always have, and it’s part of what keeps us moving forward together. Though the willingness to push a bottom’s limits is almost a prerequisite to advertise yourself as a top or a dominant, very rarely does anyone seem to recognize the value of pushing a top’s limits as a bottom, and I think that is a grave oversight for all involved. Often, people expect—sometimes even demand—that bottoms and submissives be entirely passive partners in sex and kink, but I think this is wrong.

With that in mind, I told Boy Toy I’d like to hear suggestions of things HE would like to try. And it’s funny, his first suggestion was to expose me:

make you dress really sexy and make you go out?

The thrill of exposure is why I’ve gotten into HNT so readily. And I’m sure it’s the same for you. So. Without further ado, here’s me playing at exposing Boy Toy. Aren’t we naughty? 

Want to join in the HNT sexy fun? Check out Osbasso’s place! 

Ok, I’ve given Boy Toy an assignment: come up with three things we could do on Owner Friday. And he couldn’t cheat, it had to be something I would likely do and enjoy. This is what he came up with:

1. Me in chain-harness cooking for you.
2. me in leather harness with remote control butt plug. :O
3. massage with happy ending.

Now, for YOUR assignment: vote! Which of these three should I pick? I’ll listen, and I’m thinking I’ll take pictures and post them. A reward, of sorts.

GO!

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Edit: Not many votes yet, only three, and so far, the massage is winning. But I thought I’d give a bit more background information to help you guys with your voting, I was in a hurry when I posted this earlier.

First of all, I would love all three options, so really, go nuts, choose YOUR favorite.

The chain-harness… This one is fun because there’s no forgetting it’s on. It’s snug in all the right places and it pulls when Boy Toy walks… He blushes a lot when he wears it. If he cooks for me wearing that, I’ll be either sipping a drink and reading a book, comfortable on his big, lush couch, or sitting at the kitchen counter, enjoying the view. Not lifting a finger, of course.

But the leather harness with the remote control butt plug is fun, too! We got both the Remote control vibrating butt plug and the Anal plug harness and haven’t used them much yet, except maybe for one memorable punishment. I guess Boy Toy forgot that he could also cook for me while wearing this puppy. I could simply buzz him whenever I need a refill of my drink.

As for the massage with a happy ending, they’re always fun, of course. Boy Toy normally uses baby oil to massage me, and will gradually start massaging closer and closer to my sweet spot, until finally I’m wet and practically moaning. That’s usually when he’ll use his tongue on me, and that’s one of my favorite things. God, he is SO good at this. I could make this one more interesting though and bring my vibrator so he can use it on me.

Hope this helps!

I have a fantasy. Let me tell you my fantasy.

I’m at Boy Toy’s. I order him naked and I handcuff him to a post, his back to the post, his hands behind him. I blindfold him. I put the CB6000 or the Houdini on him. Then I call up a few friends and ask them to come hang out.

So they come, and we hang out and we drink shooters and we talk and we laugh as if there is nothing out of the ordinary going on, as if they can’t see my Boy Toy handcuffed to his post, naked except for his chastity device, exposed, blindfolded… and probably dripping pre-cum. Maybe I only invite girlfriends that he doesn’t know. Maybe I invite our friends. Read the rest of this entry »

In my last post, I left off with Saturday morning’s sex episode. But this wasn’t Boy Toy’s last orgasm of the weekend, even though that was initially my intention.

We spent most of the day out and when we got back to Boy Toy’s, we ran to the grocery store to get something yummy for supper. Back home with the food, I remembered that Boy Toy owed me some chain-harness time, so I told him to put it on. He responded with his usual “Now?” but when I insisted that yes, I wanted him to put it on “now”, he complied without further complaint.

I helped him in the harness, because I enjoy doing so but also because putting it on is complicated business. There are things to attach in the back, for one. But what I most wanted to help with was putting the collar on, and locking it. It is a measure of Boy Toy’s trust in me that he let me put the padlock on, and close it, without even asking me if I knew where the key for the thing is. Oh well, as we both remarked after, we could always cut him out of the harness if anything happened to the key… But that would make me very sad, I love our home-made chain-harness! Read the rest of this entry »