Last Friday, after nearly two weeks of denial, I finally allowed Boy Toy to cum.

It started getting really hard for him a week into it. It took a lot of cajoling, convincing and strict forbidding to get him to last this long, because as you know, we weren’t using a device. In the end, I practically had to promise him an orgasm on Friday, otherwise I think he would have broken. But I thought it was important to get him to wait until I was there. I wanted to be the one to give him his orgasm, and so, I insisted.

He started having dreams almost every night, and if you’ve read his last one, you may have noticed that they got increasingly kinky. They didn’t help him at all.

He told me he was horny all the time and played with himself every chance he got.

So finally, Friday, I showed up at his place. He was sleeping. I stripped and curled up next to him, and we napped for an hour or so. When I woke up and thought he was starting to wake up as well, I playfully put my hand on his stomach, stroking, teasing. Read the rest of this entry »

Almost two weeks without orgasm, and Boy Toy’s getting pretty desperate. This is the longest we’ve gone. I know, I know… It isn’t very long at all! I fact, I haven’t had an orgasm either in all that time. Nothing’s stopping me from getting one, yet I don’t feel the need. Boy Toy, though… Boy Toy told me he plays with himself every chance he gets. He’s in subspace most of the time. And the dreams! They come almost every night, getting kinkier and kinkier. This is his latest one:

This one is a little hardcore fetish, mixed with D/s relationship stuff, maybe because of the denial. And lots of pushing limits! I think it’s my current state!!!

You’re going through rules I’ll have to follow and before I know it I’m stripped right down and I have this feeling that you have everything planned and controlled, that you’re taking everything into your hands.

I’m listening to you talk about our relationship, that D/s has been in the works or planned for some time. And you’re sort of re-defining things and going into it more seriously. It’s tied to me not being allowed to cum. And it goes towards submitting to you fully as total property because you’re tired of me trying to resist that or something, it’s hindering your progression into this and you would like to go deeper. Read the rest of this entry »

In case you missed this in my last few posts, I’ve taken control of Boy Toy’s orgasms again. That was a little over a week ago. He hasn’t cum since. He emailed me today while I was at work and asked when he could… you know what. He has been having kinky dreams pretty much every night, most of then involving hypnosis.

Of course, it doesn’t help that I’ve had him listen to Lady Julia’s Red Silk hypnosis session almost every night. And that I make him smoke his first cigarette of the day naked and kneeling. Every day.

All of this combined makes for a frantic, desperate for an orgasm, Boy Toy. We were chatting, earlier tonight, and I thought I’d share our conversation (for those of you not familiar with MSN Messenger, “:$” is for the little blushing smiley… notice Boy Toy does that a lot!). Read the rest of this entry »