We went back to a little kinky play this week and of course, this caused Boy Toy to have kinky dreams… Here’s his latest.

First memory is that I’m standing in front of the mirror and you’re changing my “slave wear”. You removed hand cuffs, wrist cuffs, neck cuff and the Fort, and you are upgrading. While you’re busy getting the stuff, I’m looking in the mirror and laughing at how weird it looks without the “slave wear” and I’m calling you over to come and look.

You come looking and tell me: “It’s funny, why do you think I like these so much? They belong on you, no?” And I say something like “They must, because I look funny without them.”

Next thing I know you’ve put the new slave wear on me. They have remote electrical shock features. It’s as if I was drugged or hypnotized while you were putting them on me, because I remember looking down at the cock ring that holds the Fort and realizing that the thing could shock me, but it was like a drugged up, uncaring feeling, or maybe total acceptance because it’s my owner’s wishes.

Then back to the issue of looking funny without all the slave wear… Someone is telling me that it’s because I’ve been conditioned, and I’m saying “I don’t think so, don’t know”. This person is trying to convince me that lots of men aren’t house slaves in slave wear 24 hours a day. I’m starting to believe them that it’s because I’ve been conditioned to see it as more natural and beautiful, being all restrained in these metal things.

Then I think you find out. Also, seems like you have an issue with someone there. And btw, strangely, I’m naked with only this metal slave wear on while there are people here, like it’s our weekend party time.

Next, you’re talking with someone, saying that you would only invite M and her boyfriend m from now on because they live under the same conditions. Apparently he’s also locked up and not allowed to cum, he’s in training like me. I ask you if it’s true and you laugh as if I’m blind. You tell me it’s the reason why he can’t smoke during the week.

Then our attention turns to A because apparently, she thinks she has fleas (!!!) and she’s trying to pick pieces of her head off. You and her boyfriend j are both trying to convince her that she doesn’t have fleas.

After that, you’re telling M that from now on only D/s couples like you and her will come over because j is really a bad influence on the subs. And you’re really stressed that I’m losing my training or picking up bad influence from him.

Then I think everyone left but we stayed behind with M and her boyfriend. You and M are talking while m is asking me if you used the shocks on me yet. That’s when I notice that we are both naked except for the shiny chrome Fort, collar and wrist and ankle cuffs, and I start asking myself if this is normal. Has it happened before or is this the first time? And then I realized it was a dream and woke up in panic. LOL

It’s been a while since I posted one of Boy Toy’s dreams. He does still have them occasionally, but it seems he forgot he was supposed to write them down for me! I guess I shouldn’t go so easy on him

The dream was in a lot of sparse parts, but the overall context was that a lifestyle F/m movement was happening, maybe in the entire world, and I think in secret. At least that’s what I gathered from all the little bits.

There’s one part where we’re at home and you’re telling me that it’s up to you to decide when and how it would happen (making if full F/m based). It appears I’m on a one month trial, which doesn’t appear to be by my choosing, it felt more like I was forced or I had no choice, almost as if it’s a law or something. But being that it’s only one month, I feel comfortable with it.

Then someone is telling me that I’m in trouble because that’s the way it happens: they make us believe it’s a one month thing and during that time, they condition and train you and then it extends indefinitely. And for some reason that seems to be attached to not being able to cum, so I’m looking in the mirror to see if the Fort, or something like it, is on, because they told me to check if it was and if it is, it means for sure it won’t end in just a month.

So I’m looking in the mirror and… it’s on! I notice that there is this add-on part, a little plate above the ring attached to a chain around the waist, a bigger chain than what we’ve used. Apparently, a blog reader of yours sent you an add-on mod to make it absolutely secure.

Then I seem to be talking to this other person again and telling them about the Fort. This person tells me you went with the add-on for the purpose of making sure there is no way to cum, it’s sort of tied to becoming more submissive and under your control.

Then there’s a part about never being able to wear clothing, in the house only I think, or I hope! And you’re checking windows from all angles to see if people can see me and then adding curtains to windows. I remember being asked where I stand or work in the garage, or when I make an espresso. I was trying to tell you that I could put something on for those things, but inside I knew it could get me punished, because it would mean that I am not accepting the agreement or contract, I’m trying to break it.

This part is very vivid: we are sitting outside by some cafe and I’m looking at the ground because it’s kinda soft, like soft spongy pavement, so I guess it’s not winter. It’s sunny and warm. Someone else is with us, I think it’s a friend of yours, and you are telling me that I’ve progressed towards being fully submissive, except that you wanted to train me to wear, or become accustomed to wear, a collar at home and for presentation when your friends are there. All of a sudden we are back home and you’re explaining how to prepare for when you have guests over!!! I won’t go into details but this is when I snapped out of submission-mode and woke up!

Wow, busy time these days. I guess Boy Toy’s getting a little less busy with work, though, because he started having kinky dreams again. Yay! Oh, and I LOVE the stamp idea.

The dream started in some kind of fetish party or event, it looked a bit like the last place we went to. I was supposed to be your pet dog and the funny thing was that I would see the scene as if from outside of myself, and I saw what looked like a real dog, a German shepherd, and when the perspectiv would switch to being in myself, I saw myself on all fours with a leash.

Then I think a few parts are missing because we were now in a sort of private party, not many people, and it didn’t look like the event place. There was this one part where I had nothing on but this belt, which couldn’t be removed, and someone was trying to put the other part on all the “slaves”. This other part apparently had a dildo attached to it. It was a chasing game of sorts, I was trying to hide to avoid being the next while I remember others being caught and getting the extra or missing piece.

In another part of the dream, there was some kind of stamping going on. Dominants “stamped” their slaves with something like henna, which wears away over time, and only once it’s worn away are the slaves free… until they are stamped again by the dominant. It seems like the rule was that they have to be absolute submissive when stamped, and J was there talking to you, explaining it or something, while we were watching this submissive getting stamped.

When it was my turn, I tried to delay because I wanted to know more, to figure out what the rules were while stamped and for how long, etc. And then J, after checking with you, took my leash, but I had other restrains of some kind, I can’t remember, but it felt like she was controlling or guiding me to this horse-like thing and I wasn’t able to resist her despite our difference in size and weight.

Then it seems like I was looking at the scene from out of myself. You two were discussing dominant stuff and she told you something like “See how I gave him no out? It’s important, now he knows he can’t opt out with me, that makes him more submissive, he knows I’m sure of myself over him.” This went along with being bound to the horse-like thing and left wide open!

Then you were mixing some liquids to make the sort of semi-permanent ink stuff and you had these stamps. At this point you had to stamp my rump with this, but I can’t remember what your “mark” was, exactly.

The next part I remember, I guess it was after being stamped on the horse, and apparently I was decorated with cuffs and collar. As I was walking with you around this place, I wanted to hide myself; I had this ball cuff on and I remember all the cuffs and collar shining really bright, and I felt like they were bringing attention to me. We got into this argument about… I guess you could call it significance. You made me walk with you with hands behind my back, which was supposed to have some sort of slave significance.

The last thing I remember is you and J talking and she seemed to be showing you how to give an order, she was going on about being affirmative and not giving me a way out, and how I was trapped in subspace now and that you should acknowledge it or something.

Here’s yet another dream Boy Toy had while I was away in April. The best part is that I’m not making any of these up!

In this one you’re back from your trip and apparently you want me to stay locked in the CB6000 because, you tell me, I’m totally different when in chastity. You think absolute submission is best for our relationship. I’m trying to argue that I’m not different, just relaxed, and you tell me things like my friends told you how different I was.

I try to come up with a way of getting out of the cage, at least just a little, but every time I try you match it up with a condition that would force me to put it back on. For example, putting on the chain-harness, then taking off the CB, but only removing the harness once the CB’s back on. It could be shackles too, etc. I finally give up since it seems I just can’t win and I’m thinking, maybe saying out loud, that you might get me into total submission and then I wouldn’t be able to get out at all. Excitement comes over me at the thought of having to ask for things, like going out, and you apparently know this as you are telling me: “See, that’s very close to where I want us, you realized you’re my total property just now, that’s what got you excited.”

Then you want me to cook and I’m all happy and cheery, running in the kitchen. You leave to get food since I’m to remain your naked house boy.

While I’m alone, I find myself thinking it’s a good time to see if I can get it off, you know, as a safety just in case   But when I look down, it’s changed to this sort of metal device! I’m wondering if you changed it on me while I was trying to take if off for a few minutes. As I’m checking it out, I realize it’s much more secure than the CB and I tell myself “Oh, shit, this might get me into deep submission towards her even faster!” I’m walking back and forth trying to figure out how I can get back into the CB, how I can convince you. I’m thinking maybe I could use reverse psychology or tell you there’s a flaw with this one.

And you’re right behind me, as if you just appeared and you seem to have been listening to my thoughts. You scold me, and again, as thoughts of the situation flood over me, it’s as though I’m fading out of myself and into this really nice place of submission. I’m tingling all over.

We then have a conversation about the metal chastity device. You’re in love with the thing, you make me walk across the room to admire it and you tell me that I’d better get used to it, hinting that I’d wear it a lot, that you want to incorporate that into our lifestyle. And then I wake up!

I told you a while ago that when I was away for the weekend and kept Boy Toy locked in the CB6000, he had quite a few kinky dreams… Well, here’s one. I still can’t believe how detailed they are. And sometimes pretty funny. The end is worth reading  

Apparently your trip didn’t just include visiting your friend, but also attending a “Living together as a D/s couple” course!

You’re back and talking to me about it. You don’t get into any details but rather, you get right down to business. There was something about putting me into the CB6000 before you left town. This conversation happens at the kitchen table and it seems quite detailed, I think overall I’m in the “you know best” frame of mind because you took the course and now you have all this knowledge. I’m also still in the CB and I think naked too. You have notes and are going through them. Something about me accepting our roles or accepting submission.

The overall discussion is that given what you learned in your courses, we were about to do this all wrong: since I’m submissive I should have never defined the terms of the trial, it should have been you and it should be done in full D/s, 24/7 style. The next part kinda makes sense in a way. You say I shouldn’t define what my needs are, I should ask you if you would allow them. I should ask you while in position, and there is a vision of trying that out.

Still in the same setting, you’re pointing to all the items for the move-in ceremony, they are all laid out on the table including a collar and what seems to be a more secure chastity device that seems to have a harness or something welded to it, as well as a pile of cuffs or ankle cuffs. These give the impression that ALL boy limbs are to be held in restraints. Read the rest of this entry »

When I went out of town a few weeks ago, I left Boy Toy behind wearing the CB6000. I wasn’t gone very long but by the time I was back, he was in such a state! He kept having these kinky dreams and wrote several of them for me. This is the first.

It begins as a party, but as time goes on I start to feel paranoid, like you are all up to something but no one is telling me what. Later, we are down in the bedroom and everyone is coming along. It feels strange because they seem to be looking at me with smiles and settling down there instead of in the kitchen as usual.

Then I realize it’s some sort of collaring ceremony.

You tell me to strip and I really don’t want to in front of everyone, and everyone is looking at me cheering me on, saying “Come on, hurry up, don’t back out…” I’m trying to talk, or well plead with you in private in a corner so they don’t hear but I’m pressured by all that’s going on and I’m shaking with fear or nervousness. You give me no out and I want to argue but everyone is screaming “Come on, come on… Go, go go…”

Then I remember undressing in the corner and as if that isn’t enough, you show up holding the crop, telling me to pick up and fold my clothing. Everyone is saying stuff like “Go Elle, go!” and cheering. I’m trying to keep my back to the crowd, trying to hide the fact that I’m wearing the CB6000! Read the rest of this entry »

In a recent post, I mentioned a dream of Boy Toy’s which started a whole conversation on D/s and 24/7. Perhaps you were curious about this dream. Well, ladies and gentlemen, wonder no more. I give you Boy Toy’s dream!

Ok, so it’s about the living together trial thing or the two weeks slave thing. Something happened and we need to talk, and I’m kneeling in my usual submissive position on the couch, like I do in the morning. You tell me you’ve decided that for you, it has to be full on 24/7 and before I can muster any words you’ve put on me collar, cuffs, ankle cuffs and ball cuff!

Then I remember a talk about punishments. You had me get the saw horse out and told me to always have it accessible downstairs, and you made me put hooks on it that you would use to cuff me up and you would leave me there for a while… to think about the rule I broke. And you punished me right then, for attempting to negotiate conditions without getting into position first. :$ Read the rest of this entry »

This one is fucked up. First thing I remember is that we are with friends having shooters, listening to music and some word is going around, I remember M saying with a smile that he knows someone’s going to get some chastity device. He doesn’t say it directly like that, he’s sort of hinting at it and others are asking him questions while I’m confused, wondering what this is about and wondering if he’s talking about me. It’s a new device, and word is that it’s 100% safe. It’s like he is saying that something is going to happen here tonight.

Just remember a few bits as I’m kinda worried… what guy wouldn’t be. Ha!

Then next scene, I’m downstairs. I didn’t want to go because of the ”word” going around and I think I was tricked or forced there, not sure. And there is another couple there, a friend of yours or something, just not that close I think. And then I’m forced into this bound position and I remember saying “oh fuck it was me” but your friend or whatever also has the boy toy thing going with her guy. And he’s getting his chastity device put on first as I watch him, bound. Read the rest of this entry »

Boy Toy has been going through a very submissive/kinky phase this past week or so. Constantly horny, and naughty dreams almost every night. Here’s one of the latest:

It’s like a weekend or Saturday pre-trial thing you implement to the two weeks as your slave thing you want to try, it’s sort of like a getting me ready or making sure once it starts certain conditions are in place. Feels like at first I’m curious and going through with it but it’s not right, you say, and we will try another Saturday pre-trial but with changes.

Then I remember having to work and be in the harness all day, but later I’m only wearing the collar from what I remember. There is this sort of predicament thing going where I’m trying my best to follow the rules so as not to end up punished or going through another Saturday because they are making me submissive or something, yet I know when the pre-trial is over the two weeks begin.

One part was to get me conditioned to acknowledge there was absolutely no clothing worn unless given permission. I remember asking because someone might be coming over and this was wrong because I wasn’t allowed to ask, so I was bound and punished.

Then at some point we are in the two week thing and that’s actually a pre-trial for you living here, to test things out.

I remember you having me install shutters that are angled up so no one could see inside as I’d always be naked and collared and stuff. I remember looking at them from various angles to make sure no one could see inside.

Then at some point you’re going out shopping or leaving for work and you order me into the CB6000, but more of a metal one so I won’t masturbate. And I know the denial is making me more submissive and accepting of your conditions, yet I can’t do anything about it, I just keep getting more and more horny and more submissive to the new rules. It’s like a spiraling effect.

When Boy Toy has a kinky dream, he normally tells me that same day but it can take a while before he writes it down for me. I used to get upset with him at this, insist on getting his accounts in a timely fashion. I’ve since learned to relax about it. I get them when I get them. And when I do, it feels like a special treat, a gift to unwrap and savor word for word. This one I thought was especially hot.

The dream begins with you wanting to establish full dominance and stating that I’m not submissive enough. We are at my place talking and you’re defining where you want the D/s aspect of our relationship to go, but you’re saying that I’m not submitting or giving all into it. You seem to say you really need and want me to give in. It almost sounds like you were trying to say something like “I really need to fully dominate you but you’re a tough cookie to crack.”

You’re holding up what looks like a chastity tube and it turns into a discussion about my presentation at home. It seems you want me presented in submission when at home, or something like that, I’m still not sure what that meant. I remember I was kind of confused and trying to avoid the thought of you wanting me to always be naked and collared or caged at home. Read the rest of this entry »