It’s been a while since I posted one of Boy Toy’s dreams. He does still have them occasionally, but it seems he forgot he was supposed to write them down for me! I guess I shouldn’t go so easy on him

The dream was in a lot of sparse parts, but the overall context was that a lifestyle F/m movement was happening, maybe in the entire world, and I think in secret. At least that’s what I gathered from all the little bits.

There’s one part where we’re at home and you’re telling me that it’s up to you to decide when and how it would happen (making if full F/m based). It appears I’m on a one month trial, which doesn’t appear to be by my choosing, it felt more like I was forced or I had no choice, almost as if it’s a law or something. But being that it’s only one month, I feel comfortable with it.

Then someone is telling me that I’m in trouble because that’s the way it happens: they make us believe it’s a one month thing and during that time, they condition and train you and then it extends indefinitely. And for some reason that seems to be attached to not being able to cum, so I’m looking in the mirror to see if the Fort, or something like it, is on, because they told me to check if it was and if it is, it means for sure it won’t end in just a month.

So I’m looking in the mirror and… it’s on! I notice that there is this add-on part, a little plate above the ring attached to a chain around the waist, a bigger chain than what we’ve used. Apparently, a blog reader of yours sent you an add-on mod to make it absolutely secure.

Then I seem to be talking to this other person again and telling them about the Fort. This person tells me you went with the add-on for the purpose of making sure there is no way to cum, it’s sort of tied to becoming more submissive and under your control.

Then there’s a part about never being able to wear clothing, in the house only I think, or I hope! And you’re checking windows from all angles to see if people can see me and then adding curtains to windows. I remember being asked where I stand or work in the garage, or when I make an espresso. I was trying to tell you that I could put something on for those things, but inside I knew it could get me punished, because it would mean that I am not accepting the agreement or contract, I’m trying to break it.

This part is very vivid: we are sitting outside by some cafe and I’m looking at the ground because it’s kinda soft, like soft spongy pavement, so I guess it’s not winter. It’s sunny and warm. Someone else is with us, I think it’s a friend of yours, and you are telling me that I’ve progressed towards being fully submissive, except that you wanted to train me to wear, or become accustomed to wear, a collar at home and for presentation when your friends are there. All of a sudden we are back home and you’re explaining how to prepare for when you have guests over!!! I won’t go into details but this is when I snapped out of submission-mode and woke up!