A bit of an update since yesterday... After I wrote my post, I told Boy Toy about it. I didn't go into details, I only mentioned that I had posted on my blog. I was too tired to try to explain it right then and there, but I wanted him to know I'd written something because I was a little worried what I'd said here might upset him somehow. I was careful with my words when I wrote my post; I re-read and edited several times. I don't want anything I write here to be the cause of an argument between us and I want to avoid using this place as a means to communicate with him, despite how tempting it can be. Still, I felt the subject was a bit sensitive so I felt I had to warn him or something. I don't know if he read the post or not. He hasn't mentioned it, and I don't really see when he would have had the time to read it. We had friends over last night, and we went out. This morning, Boy Toy woke up with an erection, as is usually the case. I had my back turned to him and I playfully spooned into him, knowing his cock would end up between my legs, conveniently aligned with my pussy. I was still half asleep but Boy Toy didn't have sleep on his mind anymore. He started groping me, fondling my clit and lips, pinching my nipples, all rather gruffly. I didn't respond at first, my mind still clouded with sleep. I wasn't really getting wet, not at first, but it seemed like Boy Toy was going to have his way no matter what. I enjoy sex with my Boy Toy, so I simply let him continue, half out of curiosity and half because I was getting aroused, too. So we had sex because Boy Toy wanted to and simply took what he wanted. A rare thing. I still haven't asked him if he read my post.