It’s been three months since I bought my strap-on harness and black silicone dildo. When I first got them, I was super excited and felt naughty and sexy. I couldn’t wait to try them out. But that weekend, Boy Toy had some sort of eye infection and we decided to wait. Then we went through something of a dry spell, leaving kink aside for a while and not having much sex either.  It took a few weeks before Boy Toy started feeling submissive and horny again, and when I decided to take advantage of that and try my new toy, well it was my turn to be sick.  

I started to wonder if maybe I wasn’t all talk and no action. I mean, I talked about it a lot. It was fun to make Boy Toy nervous by mentioning how it’d be time to try the strap-on sex, soon! Yet I wasn’t doing it, and the excuses listed above couldn’t really, totally account for that. Maybe I was afraid? Maybe I didn’t actually feel like doing it? Of course, Boy Toy wasn’t begging for it to happen, either. No, he was being his bratty self and doing his best to avoid getting it in the butt.

Well, I think I know the answer now: it seems I simply needed to be in the mood.

Last week, I read a bit of erotic fiction by Thumper. I thought his story was so hot that I sent Boy Toy the link, knowing he’d find it hot, too. From it, I loved the idea of ear plugs and a blindfold, leaving the poor “victim” clueless as to what was going on around him. So before going to Boy Toy’s Friday, I rummaged through my drawers and found some never-used ear plugs that I slipped in my backpack.

Friday night wasn’t the night. We were both dead tired and actually went to bed really early. Saturday morning, though…

As usual, Boy Toy got up before me. I have a vague recollection of reminding him, sometime during the night, that he should stay naked in the morning until I told him he could get dressed. So he was naked when I came down. After our coffee, as he was sitting at the computer and I was standing behind him, I distractedly massaged his shoulders. When I heard him moan with pleasure, I offered him a little massage and he accepted gratefully.

We spread a blanket on the couch, he lay down and I got the baby oil out. I poured a generous amount on his back and started rubbing. As I massaged the oil into his skin, I admired his broad back, his strong, well-shaped shoulders, his sexy butt… and kept thinking about my strap-on harness.

Finally, I bent down and breathed “I’m having some kinky thoughts” in his ear. I had him turn on his back, kissed him and told him to close his eyes. I got the ear plugs out of my backpack and went back to sit next to him, telling him I had something for him. When he opened his eyes and saw the ear plugs, he was puzzled for a second but I told him to put them in and close his eyes again, which he did.

I went to the toy box and got a blindfold and collar, and put those on him. I wanted to lock the collar on to make him feel more submissive and to make sure he knew he had no choice but to do as I say. Then I got the strap-on harness and dildo, put them somewhere handy. Next, I grabbed the camera and shot a few pictures of my deaf and blind boy toy. 

By then, he was leaking pre-cum copiously. I put the camera aside and sat on his face. No need for instructions here, he promptly started licking and suckling, his hands roaming my body, occasionnally pinching my nipples, quickly bringing me to orgasm.

Once thoroughly satisfied, I got off him, wiped his mouth and kissed him. And I put on my strap-on harness with my shiny black silicone penis. This was it.

Boy Toy was still lying on his back, not moving. I removed the ear plugs because I wanted to be able to give him instructions and check up on him. I kneeled between his legs and told him to sit up and open his eyes. He gasped when he saw what I was wearing, but I’m sure he knew what was coming. He couldn’t not know.

I ordered him on his hands and knees and there he was, his butt sticking out. It was a bit awkward, even funny, at first. Trying to get into the right position. Then starting to go in and asking 10 times if he was ok. Twice he told me to add more lube but I didn’t see how I could put any more! Still, not wanting to hurt him, I obliged. And then, finally, I was all the way in.

I started to tentatively thrust back and forth. Slowly, softly, never pulling completely out. Then I reached around him with my lube-covered hands and started stroking his penis and his balls, still fucking him. Soon, I had him moaning. All too soon, he was squirting all over the blanket. His orgasm sounded intense.

I carefully pulled out and he got up, blushing. I went to clean my toy and found the part of the harness that goes over my pussy thoroughly soaked… Apparently, fucking my boy in the butt turns me on. A fact that surely made said boy nervous.

I felt giddy. We showered and I chattered happily about how I had just used a strap-on and dildo on him. After the shower, he did what many submissive men do once they have an orgasm: he became less submissive. He started running around the house, doing his things, and I just watched him with a knowing smile, causing him to stop and go “What?!”

Oh, nothing, Boy Toy. Everything’s just fine.