It’s been three months since I bought my strap-on harness and black silicone dildo. When I first got them, I was super excited and felt naughty and sexy. I couldn’t wait to try them out. But that weekend, Boy Toy had some sort of eye infection and we decided to wait. Then we went through something of a dry spell, leaving kink aside for a while and not having much sex either.  It took a few weeks before Boy Toy started feeling submissive and horny again, and when I decided to take advantage of that and try my new toy, well it was my turn to be sick.  

I started to wonder if maybe I wasn’t all talk and no action. I mean, I talked about it a lot. It was fun to make Boy Toy nervous by mentioning how it’d be time to try the strap-on sex, soon! Yet I wasn’t doing it, and the excuses listed above couldn’t really, totally account for that. Maybe I was afraid? Maybe I didn’t actually feel like doing it? Of course, Boy Toy wasn’t begging for it to happen, either. No, he was being his bratty self and doing his best to avoid getting it in the butt.

Well, I think I know the answer now: it seems I simply needed to be in the mood. Read the rest of this entry »