Sometimes I think I’m too nice. Remember I told you I ordered a new sex toy? And that I didn’t want to say what it was because I wanted to surprise Boy Toy with it? Well my toy has arrived. And as soon as it did, I emailed Boy Toy:

Hey Boy Toy,

My new toy has arrived, and I’m pretty excited about it! I’ll need a nice, quiet evening with you so we can try it. Pick your date

Your Owner

His answer definitely made me smile:

I think I’m worried.

It is wise of him, to be worried. Because I ordered…

A strap-on harness! And a dildo, of course. Unfortunately, I am not revealing this here because I’ve used it on him… But I have told him what it was. That’s the part that makes me say sometimes, I’m too nice.

Turns out the thing is super sexy. But I’ll let you judge by yourself. I got the Jaguar Harness, by Aslan Leather:

I picked this one after much surfing and reading. I wanted to get the right one, and I think I did. In my wishlist, I had the Black Swirl Corsette Harness, which does look pretty sexy. But in the end, I opted for the leather.

With it, I got a super soft and small black silicone harness dildo. It’s about 4 inches and a half long and only one inch thick, nothing very threatening. I went for the smallest I could get that I knew would fit the harness, because I do intend on using it on Boy Toy, and although I know he’s done it before, it’s not something he’s done frequently, and it’s not something he’s done recently.

The order arrived really, really fast. I placed it on Tuesday and Friday, around noon, the mailman was at the door with my innocent looking little package. I wonder what he’d have said, knowing what was in it. I sure felt naughty! As soon as I closed the door on him, I went into my bedroom, opened the package and tried on my new strap-on harness. I was amazed!

Amazed at how sexy I felt wearing it, and how turned on I was. And don’t let yourself be fooled by the picture, this is one smooth harness. The leather is great quality. It’s solid, yet oh, so soft. No, really, I love it. Then I tried it on with my new penis… I just can’t wait to put it to good use.

I took it off and sent Boy Toy the email pasted above. He didn’t reply right away, he was working all day and then had a nap. Finally, I called him and once we hung up, he checked his emails and found mine waiting for him. He sent me his lovely answer and then logged onto MSN Messenger so we could chat. He was hesitant to have me over because he has an eye infection and fears passing it on to me. I decided I’d take my chances and come hang out, but an evening of anal sex was definitely out of the question. Damn!

He was pretty curious about my new toy, though, and I offered to show it to him. I was just that proud of it and just couldn’t wait to see his reaction. I figured it might be good to have him mentally prepared before I actually test drive it. Besides, it scares him enough that knowing in advance what’s coming could make the game that much more fun.

So I stuffed my new toys in my backpack and headed to his place. He didn’t ask about it immediately. In fact, he didn’t ask about it at all. Finally, a while later while we were cooking, I said “You’re not curious about my new toy?” Of course, he was. I guess he was sort of afraid to ask.

I took my backpack in the bathroom and slipped out of my clothes, keeping only my bra on, and put on my soft leather harness with my black silicone penis. I opened the door a crack and asked “Are you ready?” and walked out.

I wish I had the camera with me, because the look on his face was priceless. He was definitely impressed, and I know I saw arousal there. Not as much fear as I’d thought. He recovered from his shock quickly and switched to admiration almost immediately. It IS well crafted, and I’ll admit it looks damn sexy on me.

I teased him about it for a bit, showing off my penis and telling him how nice I am to choose something so soft and small. Then I took it off and we simply chilled for the rest of the evening. This morning, though, I took the dildo with us in the shower and poked fun at him with it. I keep calling it my penis, I like the sound of that. And I suggested he practices with it when he’s alone, a suggestion that made him blush. But as soon as the words left my lips, I realized it was a good idea and with a bit more insisting, he agreed.

Now, all that’s left to do is try fucking Boy Toy with it.