Almost two weeks without orgasm, and Boy Toy’s getting pretty desperate. This is the longest we’ve gone. I know, I know… It isn’t very long at all! I fact, I haven’t had an orgasm either in all that time. Nothing’s stopping me from getting one, yet I don’t feel the need. Boy Toy, though… Boy Toy told me he plays with himself every chance he gets. He’s in subspace most of the time. And the dreams! They come almost every night, getting kinkier and kinkier. This is his latest one:

This one is a little hardcore fetish, mixed with D/s relationship stuff, maybe because of the denial. And lots of pushing limits! I think it’s my current state!!!

You’re going through rules I’ll have to follow and before I know it I’m stripped right down and I have this feeling that you have everything planned and controlled, that you’re taking everything into your hands.

I’m listening to you talk about our relationship, that D/s has been in the works or planned for some time. And you’re sort of re-defining things and going into it more seriously. It’s tied to me not being allowed to cum. And it goes towards submitting to you fully as total property because you’re tired of me trying to resist that or something, it’s hindering your progression into this and you would like to go deeper. Read the rest of this entry »