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Analyze this: Boy Toy Dreams

Boy Toy's enforced chastity has brought on an onslaught of kinky dreams. He's getting quite flustered, and the dreams are very telling of this... Here's his two most recent: Dream 1 This one is strange, because for parts of the dream, I was kinda in your mind, seeing things from your point of view. We are hanging out but I'm naked and I'm feeling submissive, and I remember seeing myself through you, as your sub, and having all kinds of strange thoughts. Like in one part I'm me and naked and exposed and thinking it's accessible and I could masturbate. Once I'm alone perhaps, or in private, I could. Then I'm in you and I'm thinking "I have to find a solution so that he can't masturbate and there are no doubts he does, ever, unless I let him". And strange devices come into view, with techniques. Then I'm in me trying to avoid going into more submissive mode and trying to find excuses. Then back in you, thinking of positions and how nice the power is. But I'm seeing me as kinda huge, bigger than me (or you). And I'm thinking of all kinds of ways to make sure I can overpower him (me) at any time. After that, it goes onto another part about chastity play and different ways to give me release. I was in your mind coming up with tons of stuff to dominate me more, even 24/7 stuff. It was like a chess game or video game or something. How on one side Elle could take full control and on the other side, how Boy Toy could get a little escape and self fun! There were many strange parts, for example this one part where I was in you, looking at your Boy Toy and wanting to give significance to locking on a collar or chain harness, and thinking how nice it was to know it made him submit more. Then back in me, trying to fight it or escape and feeling I didn't have a choice but to submit into it because you knew too much. And there was this other part when I was in you and decided I'd only let me cum a certain way, which I won't mention. And thoughts going through my mind about conditioning and submission towards me (or Elle)... I can't describe it in detail, it's too revealing or dangerous. :$ Dream 2  There were strange things happening, like friends dropping by or leaving, and among all this you decide to let me out of the CB, which I'm apparently wearing. And this strange thing happens: I just get up on the table, and sort of kneel with my hands behind my head to get ready for you to remove the device. It seems it's what you've trained me to do or something, because it was automatic: Strip, jump up on table, position, you take your key out and unlock me. I feel really fucking aroused, like I haven't cum in a long time, or it's my first time out after a long period, and I'm wicked horny. I'm to take my shower to shave and clean, then I remember thinking of being alone in shower... but then you want the door open while I take it. And I remember thinking "craps! Fuck, that sucks, no way to you know what...". So I'm taking my shower and all, and I remember coming back out and you're pointing at the table, so I know I have to get back up in position to put the CB back on, but I really don't want to, I'm fearful and you're saying, in a Dommy voice, "(insert Boy Toy's name here)" and pointing and then I'm on the table in position and you're locking me back in. :( But then I'm walking around and looking and saying "that's not the CB!" and you're laughing about the fact I didn't notice. It's this metal fancy looking one. You're trying to tell me that it's 100% secure while I'm trying to figure out why I didn't notice it was different, I'm really confused and wondering if I blanked out while you put it on or something. Then I'm stressed because people are about to pass by, or they're already knocking on door, I can't remember which, just that I was stressed because I'm naked and you want to converse and you're saying something about progress in my submission and opening up or something like that. And you're looking down and touching this new metal chastity thinger locked on me. There was this strange part where I went through some emotions where I felt more like... trusting in myself not to masturbate, but at the same in conflict with this because of wanting to. I remember staring at the wall, saying I really want to, but I can't and I would but I can't but I would... :( Then people are showing up out of the blue. I'm in the bathroom getting dressed and touching myself, checking if I can cheat but it's all closed in. :O

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