Elle is for Evil
In case you missed this in my last few posts, I’ve taken control of Boy Toy’s orgasms again. That was a little over a week ago. He hasn’t cum since. He emailed me today while I was at work and asked when he could… you know what. He has been having kinky dreams pretty much every night, most of then involving hypnosis.
Of course, it doesn’t help that I’ve had him listen to Lady Julia’s Red Silk hypnosis session almost every night. And that I make him smoke his first cigarette of the day naked and kneeling. Every day.
All of this combined makes for a frantic, desperate for an orgasm, Boy Toy. We were chatting, earlier tonight, and I thought I’d share our conversation (for those of you not familiar with MSN Messenger, “:$” is for the little blushing smiley… notice Boy Toy does that a lot!).
Elle says:
poor boy toy 
Boy Toy says:
:$
Elle says:
let’s make a deal
Boy Toy says:
?
I’m scared, that dream was kinda fucked up, and bad for me regarding chastity. 
Elle says:
you can have an orgasm when I have one
I haven’t had one in as long as you, you know
Boy Toy says:
:O
but I’m a male!
Elle says:
you are?
Boy Toy says:
like urm, it’s like just there to take.
while you fantasize you just do it and it’s like “ahhhh…” and now life can go on for the next day or so
Elle says:
if I can take it, you can take it
Boy Toy says:
nope, me male
and kinky dreams don’t help
and mornings, having to take first cigarette in submission position
gonna have to very soon
Elle says:
what’s in it for me?
to let you cum?
I like you like this
you’re more attentive to your owner
Boy Toy says:
:$
Just need to cum
like just once
then can go for another week. It’s been like more than a week!!!!
Elle says:
tell that to Tom Allen
Boy Toy says:
he’s a super human
I could do it in position even, if you want.
and the dreams are kinda fucked up… and not in my favour. :O
Elle says:
I don’t control your dreams, Boy Toy
Boy Toy says:
no but the denial stuff seems to make them worse! So you control them indirectly. 
Elle says:
I offered you a deal
Boy Toy says:
OK
well… that means like urm… this week, one night eh?
Elle says:
what?
Boy Toy says:
like , we have to do something this week?
like before Thursday
since your supper is that night
Elle says:
pffff you only want to see me because you want to cum
Boy Toy says:
well, it’s been over a week for me
it’s hard
not sure I will be able to stop in time next time
Elle says:
well then don’t play with fire
Boy Toy says:
dunno if can go another day… strange but what? It’s kinda just male stuff. or me…
Elle says:
BTW, I’m posting this conversation on my blog
just thought I’d let you know, first
Boy Toy says:
ok, but what if tonight or tomorrow I do it? With the dreams and denial and all, I almost can’t keep going here!
Elle says:
I have to think about that
Boy Toy says:
I have pain in that area at times from not… you know?
Elle says:
what? yeah right
come on, other men go for months
or maybe it means I need to milk you?
Boy Toy says:
:$
So? Should I let him cum or not? It sounds as though he’s about to break. I do have a few thoughts on the matter… I haven’t specified what his punishment would be if he cums without permission, for one. Another idea I had was to make him masturbate while kneeling (submissive position), and while I watch via webcam. I kinda like that last idea…
Any thoughts anyone?
Category: Denial, Exposing Boy Toy | 
10 Comments »
December 15th, 2008 at 10:00 pm
Only you know if he’s ready to break or how far you can push him. What’s the longest you’ve denied him so far?
Have you ever made him eat his cum? I think we talked about this at some point, but I don’t remember if you ended up doing it or not. There are so many ways to do it, too. Variety rocks.
December 15th, 2008 at 11:08 pm
Poor Boy Toy!
Mercy please Mistress.
Mercy, becuase it falls like a gentle rain from heaven. And where it falls it is twice blessed. It blesses those that give and those that recieve. Mercy is more valuble than the office of President, it is the mightiest of the mighty and an atribute of the devine.
Mercy, please?
December 16th, 2008 at 1:00 am
roo-roo: True. And the longuest isn’t very long, never above a week I believe.
I haven’t made him eat his cum… yet. I remember we talked about it, you and I, and not that long after something happened… I think Boy Toy had some on his finger or something and I told him to lick it, which he did without hesitation. But it was just a little bit… Still, I think it’s a grand idea and I shall keep it in mind
nigel: Awwww… Boy Toy is just gonna LOVE you
We’ll see. I kinda wanted to see it, if he does it. It helps me keep the control. But circumstances are just against us, tonight, and tomorrow is another day. I’ll keep you guys posted.
December 16th, 2008 at 1:23 am
You ARE in control of this. You never need to ask us for a decision over his agony or not. Hint: it’s far more pleasurable to delay the gratification…makes the outcome so much more intense.
December 16th, 2008 at 1:50 pm
For me, the most erotic thing is the Domme’s control, even when i’m really feeling physically needy. So whether i am commanded to orgasm for Her, or to withhold for Her, it is emotionally satiating.
And one thing that helps me when i’m in that state of earnest need, is to dig really deep into my submission, and turn over to Her the orgasm that i want so badly (it’s a visualization that works for me).
You could tell him You want him to dig really deep into his submission and offer another day to You for Your pleasure. And then later have him masturbate out of obedience in a way that pleases You.
Either/both would drive a deep abiding sense of surrender within me. If You have him consume his seed, it can serve to keep him focused on You after an orgasm (this tends to counter the natural loss of focus we can have after orgasm). You can tell him to remember this taste, the taste of his surrender to You.
December 16th, 2008 at 4:17 pm
I once had a relationship in which I was only allowed to come in her presence, and I had to ask permission each time.
We only saw each other on weekends, so that meant Monday thru Friday I was very antsy.
December 16th, 2008 at 5:56 pm
No way – I think that the priceless look on his face when you cum and then say no to him will be too much fun to pass up
By the way that pain down there, it goes away without an orgasm, trust me. Sometimes takes a few hours but exercise helps.
Have fun!
December 17th, 2008 at 6:52 pm
Taking up nigel’s point – if it would be such a blessing for him, make him wait that little bit longer.
LadyP x
December 17th, 2008 at 11:50 pm
Nolens Volens: Oh, I know it’s in my control! I just like putting the question out here. It does start interesting conversations, don’t you think? Plus, it adds to the game, as Boy Toy sometimes reads my blog… How delicious is it, that he’d find us discussing whether he’ll orgasm or not? Anyway, so far, so good, I haven’t let him cum yet.
Robert: Thanks for the input! I’ve taken your comment into consideration, actually… I’ve been trying to get him to orgasm in a way that pleases me (in front of webcam so I could see) but he’s too shy to do this. I’ve been cajoling him, I told him it would please me, he’d be a good boy, etc etc, but it’s not working lol
Tom: you really should think about giving lessons on abstinence
MyKey: Yes, it IS a priceless look! Especially Boy Toy, he blushes so easy, and I so love to make him blush. And thanks, I’ll tell him the pain will subside, so it’s not a good excuse to let him cum!
ladypandorah: I agree. The longer the wait, the better… Besides, it’s not just about having an orgasm, it’s about the control he gives me. It makes him feel very submissive and that’s kinda nice
December 18th, 2008 at 9:59 pm
The first time my sub went on chastity it actually blew my mind. I made a guy not cum for me. He sat in torture…..ooohhh sooo nice