In case you missed this in my last few posts, I've taken control of Boy Toy's orgasms again. That was a little over a week ago. He hasn't cum since. He emailed me today while I was at work and asked when he could... you know what. He has been having kinky dreams pretty much every night, most of then involving hypnosis. Of course, it doesn't help that I've had him listen to Lady Julia's Red Silk hypnosis session almost every night. And that I make him smoke his first cigarette of the day naked and kneeling. Every day. All of this combined makes for a frantic, desperate for an orgasm, Boy Toy. We were chatting, earlier tonight, and I thought I'd share our conversation (for those of you not familiar with MSN Messenger, ":$" is for the little blushing smiley... notice Boy Toy does that a lot!).

Elle says: poor boy toy  :P Boy Toy says: :$ Elle says: let's make a deal Boy Toy says: ? I’m scared, that dream was kinda fucked up, and bad for me regarding chastity.  :( Elle says: you can have an orgasm when I have one I haven't had one in as long as you, you know Boy Toy says: :O but I'm a male! Elle says: you are? :P Boy Toy says: like urm, it's like just there to take. while you fantasize you just do it and it's like “ahhhh...” and now life can go on for the next day or so Elle says: if I can take it, you can take it Boy Toy says: :( nope, me male and kinky dreams don't help and mornings, having to take first cigarette in submission position gonna have to very soon Elle says: what's in it for me? to let you cum? I like you like this you're more attentive to your owner Boy Toy says: :$ Just need to cum like just once then can go for another week. It’s been like more than a week!!!! Elle says: tell that to Tom Allen  :P Boy Toy says: he's a super human I could do it in position even, if you want. and the dreams are kinda fucked up... and not in my favour. :O Elle says: I don't control your dreams, Boy Toy Boy Toy says: no but the denial stuff seems to make them worse! So you control them indirectly. ;) Elle says: I offered you a deal Boy Toy says: OK well... that means like urm... this week, one night eh? Elle says: what? Boy Toy says: like , we have to do something this week? like before Thursday since your supper is that night Elle says: pffff you only want to see me because you want to cum Boy Toy says: well, it’s been over a week for me :( it's hard not sure I will be able to stop in time next time Elle says: well then don't play with fire Boy Toy says: dunno if can go another day... strange but what? It's kinda just male stuff. or me... Elle says: BTW, I'm posting this conversation on my blog just thought I'd let you know, first Boy Toy says: ok, but what if tonight or tomorrow I do it? With the dreams and denial and all, I almost can't keep going here! Elle says: I have to think about that Boy Toy says: I have pain in that area at times from not... you know? Elle says: what? yeah right come on, other men go for months or maybe it means I need to milk you? Boy Toy says: :$

So? Should I let him cum or not? It sounds as though he's about to break. I do have a few thoughts on the matter... I haven't specified what his punishment would be if he cums without permission, for one. Another idea I had was to make him masturbate while kneeling (submissive position), and while I watch via webcam. I kinda like that last idea... Any thoughts anyone?