We had a not-really-Owner-Friday, yesterday. Not really, because I just sort of let things go as they would. I could have said, Boy, this night is mine. Or better yet, Boy, strip and put on that harness. But I don't know, I'm pretty spent on Friday nights. Plus I have a bit of a cold. As a matter of fact, I took a tylenol for cold earlier today and it's making me feel a little dizzy. So if my writing's fuzzy, please do forgive me. So, I was saying. Not-really-Owner-Friday. Well, as it turns out, our friends had other plans and we spent the night just he and I, which was nice. It gave me the perfect opportunity to test out a little something, and I must say, it's really, very interesting. Let me go back, here, to give you some background. A while ago, a very helpful gentleman named Robert left a comment on one of my posts suggesting that I try erotic hypnosis. When I expressed my interest, he was nice enough to provide me with some information and suggested I visit his friend's website, Lady Julia's Entranced Realms. I did a bit of reading on Lady Julia's site but was unable to find actual instructions on how I could hypnotize Boy Toy myself. Perhaps I wasn't looking in the right place. I know there is a site she links to, but I would have to become a member. I figured I'd try to learn a bit more before going there. Her site does provide several hypnosis MP3s and this week, I decided to look into those. I checked out her Red Silk recording (warning to men who might want to have it tried on them, I give out information you probably shouldn't read before trying this). The MP3 is a little over 15 minutes long and it contains the following:

• Breathing induction utilizing the temptation of submission.
• Deepener utilizing visualization of individual body parts.
• Visual deepener with submissive overtones.
• Suggestions of arousal and submissiveness.
• Countdown deepener with submissive overtones.
• Visualization of arousal and submission.
• Trigger for use by the subject's Mistress.
• Upcount waking sequence.

I listened to the whole thing, not wanting to expose Boy Toy to it without knowing exactly what I was getting him into. I had to fight sleep the whole time, it was a bit late at night and Lady Julia has such a relaxing, put me to sleep, voice. I mean this in a good way ;) Basically, the recording is a hypnosis session meant to give the subject feelings of submission and arousal. There is a trigger word, Red Silk, worked into the session so that the Mistress can later use it to bring forth these feelings. Ok, sounded benign enough to me, so I sent Boy Toy the direct link to the MP3, with orders to listen to it when he went to bed. The next day, he reported that he fell asleep while listening and woke up during the up count. His feeling was that it hadn't worked, because he fell asleep, but my opinion was that you are SUPPOSED to fall asleep! I told him to listen to it again when he went to bed that night, which he did. I had to do a lot of reassuring with Boy Toy throughout the whole thing. Hypnosis clearly is a big fantasy of his, and it scares him a little. He had these visions of finding himself doing whatever I wanted with just a little trigger word, and being unable to resist. He even dreamed about it a few times this week. That's Boy Toy for you: bring something up in conversation or something, and he's bound to dream a kinky dream about it. You gotta love a boy like him! Friday my boss wasn't there so I took advantage of this to log into MSN Messenger and chat some with Boy Toy. He felt nervous and a little more submissive than usual, he said. But then again, it could just be a phase he was in, as this does happen. Especially since he hadn't had an orgasm all week. Sometime during our chat, I told him he was a good boy. Lady Julia says "good boy" quite a few times during her recording, so I thought I'd use it, too. Well, Boy Toy reported feeling especially happy, as if I had rewarded him somehow. Cool! When he said he was feeling sleepy and decided to go for a nap, I told him to listen to the MP3 one more time. I didn't tell him anything about its contents, didn't mention anything about the "Good boy" bit, I just left it at that. I had plans for later that night... To be continued. :P