Boy Toy hasn’t been having kinky dreams much, lately. I guess it would have to do with how busy he’s been. He works hard, that boy. To be fair, I’ve been pretty busy too, and you may have noticed there hasn’t been much kinky action going on either. *sigh* Sometimes I wanna get kinky just so Boy Toy starts dreaming again… Of course, with the dreams he has, I barely have to do anything! Here’s his latest:

You were making sort of tutorial videos for wannabe Dommes and using me as a subject.

Someone was filming but I couldn’t tell who, and at one point you show the camera my collar which I didn’t know was there, and you say to the camera that you keep this on me at all times to mentally condition me and remind me I’m owned. You went on about how important the “never clothing” rule was and stuff.

Then there’s one little part where I’m kneeling, in an exposed postion, and you are telling them that it was natural now for me to do this since you had trained me and I was thinking to myself “Is this true? hurm… that’s kinda fucked up, how come I wasn’t aware of this… and will I forget that she did this and continue doing it for her wihout questioning it?”

Then there is this part where you are talking to the camera person about the next scene, while I’m standing just behind you and you are holding a leash attached to my collar and I’m kinda just waiting there.

Another part was about how popular your videos are, and you were making money off them. You said you had quite a lot of fans.

The last part is you contemplating if you want our friend C to edit the videos you are making and I was trying to convince you not to, but I had this feeling that it wasn’t my say. I was really nervous about the decision you were about to take.

dats it!