Boy Toy hasn’t been having kinky dreams much, lately. I guess it would have to do with how busy he’s been. He works hard, that boy. To be fair, I’ve been pretty busy too, and you may have noticed there hasn’t been much kinky action going on either. *sigh* Sometimes I wanna get kinky just so Boy Toy starts dreaming again… Of course, with the dreams he has, I barely have to do anything! Here’s his latest:

You were making sort of tutorial videos for wannabe Dommes and using me as a subject.

Someone was filming but I couldn’t tell who, and at one point you show the camera my collar which I didn’t know was there, and you say to the camera that you keep this on me at all times to mentally condition me and remind me I’m owned. You went on about how important the “never clothing” rule was and stuff.

Then there’s one little part where I’m kneeling, in an exposed postion, and you are telling them that it was natural now for me to do this since you had trained me and I was thinking to myself “Is this true? hurm… that’s kinda fucked up, how come I wasn’t aware of this… and will I forget that she did this and continue doing it for her wihout questioning it?”

Then there is this part where you are talking to the camera person about the next scene, while I’m standing just behind you and you are holding a leash attached to my collar and I’m kinda just waiting there.

Another part was about how popular your videos are, and you were making money off them. You said you had quite a lot of fans.

The last part is you contemplating if you want our friend C to edit the videos you are making and I was trying to convince you not to, but I had this feeling that it wasn’t my say. I was really nervous about the decision you were about to take.

dats it!

After more than a year, Boy Toy and I still almost always shower together when I’m there. I absolutely have to wash before I can properly start my day, and we love to share this intimate moment.

The shower is small, it’s one of those shower only types with no bath, and ideally, there should only be one person in there. We have to take turns under the water. We’ve mastered this little choreography so well, it’s become a tag-team affair.

We start fairly innocently: after all, we’re in there to wash, there’s work to be done. But naked skin under running water… We’re talking trouble. There’s definitely something to be said about hot, steamy water and naked bodies. 

Shower sex is a favorite of ours, despite how challenging it can be. I remember this one time in particular, but it could be dozens of other times. We’re halfway through the shower, practically done washing, and I decide to experiment. I reach out and wrap one hand around his balls and penis. I mean, they’re right there, how could I not touch them?  Read the rest of this entry »