Let’s pretend it’s not Friday
There won’t be a Owner Friday, tonight. I’m just not feeling up for it. If you read my whiny post from earlier this week, maybe you’ll have guessed that I’m PMS-ing. I’ve mentioned this “phenomenon” before. I know that guys must be thinking “Yeah right, how bad can it really be?” While maybe some girls out there are sympathizing…
I don’t think it’s normal, to get this depressed and insecure, during this time of the month, though. I see other girls get bitchy and emotional, but for me, oh boy! It’s not like that EVERY single month, mind you, but often enough and for a long enough period of time that I’ve mentioned it to a doctor. He’s suggested several different solutions to try, including anti-depressants, which I find is a little, shall we say, overkill. I’ll try the softer methods, thank you.
I’m lucky that Boy Toy, despite how quick-tempered he can be, is actually quite a patient man. Sure, he’ll get angry pretty quick, but he also forgets all about it pretty quick. But most importantly, my hormonal craziness hasn’t driven him away, yet. He must really love me 
So anyway, all this to say, I don’t feel like making any decisions, tonight. I don’t trust myself with that kind of “power” when I’m in this state. No, seriously, I just don’t feel up to deciding. I’ll go with the flow and try not to be too much of a pain in the ass. Perhaps I’ll even go so far as to give Boy Toy this Friday. Boy Toy Friday. Hmmm… I wonder what he’d do with it?
Category: Owner Friday, Ramblings | 
November 15th, 2008 at 1:07 am
I hear ya! I become what I call ‘completely irrational and psychotic’. it may mean emotional, but more so just very irrational and insecure. As you said.
SUCKS. And I have tried SO many different things. Nothing seems to really help and some months are just easier than others. I feel for you chickie….. xo
November 15th, 2008 at 12:35 pm
hehe yeah, sounds like me. And I’ve got like, no self control. I’ll often end up buying clothes or getting hair cuts at that time of the month. And I’ll get into arguments with Boy Toy. I KNOW I shouldn’t say a certain thing yet I’ll say it anyway. He knows though and I normally warn him it’s that time of the month
I have a few things to try, the first being switching to a pill that doesn’t have fluctuating levels of hormones throughout the month. I’ll know in a few months if this is effective at all.
November 15th, 2008 at 1:14 pm
It’s good that you’re not forcing it.
It should be something you do when you want to do. Not just on a Friday.
November 15th, 2008 at 10:38 pm
axe: Yes, I think it shouldn’t be EVERY Friday. With my experience of the last few fridays, I think from now on what I’ll do is I’ll simply reserve the right to declare any Friday Owner Friday. If I don’t say anything, Boy Toy could assume that it’s business as usual. But I have my say, no matter what. Hmmm… that sounds good!
November 16th, 2008 at 6:00 pm
Ahhh.. just hope it is a wonderful weekend. Enjoy Elle..!
November 16th, 2008 at 6:44 pm
Thank you, GreyOwl. It WAS a wonderful weekend