Have I ever mentioned that I’m playful? I’m pretty game, really. A few weekends ago, we were at Boy Toy’s shooting the shit with some friends, drinking shots and getting ready to go out. Partying, like we usually do. I don’t remember exactly how it came to be, but A, one of our female friends, ended up with a leash and jokingly attached it to the collar of my top.

I instantly went into sub mode.

My whole attitude spoke of submission. She didn’t seem very used to being a Domme, but she played along. She walked me around for a bit. Then we went back to where our friends were and we just hung out there, her sitting on a stool and me standing next to her, eyes downcast, hands behind my back and just generally well-behaved.

The others were just watching us, amused. Especially Boy Toy. I could practically see the little gears turning in his head. Then he came up behind me and slapped my ass. I immediately reported this to A, telling her that someone else than her was touching me. Our friend C thought this was quite good sub behavior and commented on it.

Boy Toy said something I didn’t quite hear, and went to the bathroom. Of course, I had to ask our friends what he had said: “She’s just showing me how it should be done.”

This little charade went on for a bit, with A walking me around, telling me what to do, and me obeying. After a while, she gave M the leash and he gave it to me. I took it and ran with it. It was quite funny, really. Picture a dog finally finding its freedom. I ran in circles, laughed and took the leash off. I wasn’t a sub anymore.

Of course, the whole thing was just a game, but apparently I was pretty impressive. Our friend C mentioned it again last night, and that’s what got me to thinking about the incident again. What C told me last night is this: the time I impressed him the most was when I was A’s sub. Isn’t that funny?

But I believe him, I remember the look on his face when he saw me being such a well-behaved girl. Like he saw me under a whole new light. He’s submissive himself, but that evening he said he wanted one like me.

Who knew I was so good at this? But it got me thinking, am I really a sub playing a Domme?

Nahhhhh. I love playing with my Boy Toy too much, and I can’t (and don’t want to) take pain at all. I know, I know, it’s not all just about pain… But I know the attraction of having someone DO things to you. It’s hot, it really is. However, I really don’t want to go beyond that. I think I’d just get pissed.