Meet my vibrator, the G Twist. I call him the Smurfator, obviously because he’s blue.

He is my very first, and I got him a little more than a year ago. As common-place as a vibrator may seem to you, in a way, this puppy marked the beginning of my sexual explorations.

When it comes to sex, I’m a late bloomer. Well, not completely, as I had sex for the first time when I was 16. I believe that’s a reasonnably young age. But for some reason, my sexuality never developped much more than that, for the longuest time.

Even masturbation, which I imagine is the first thing most girls experiment with, some as young as 8 years old (Ms Inconspicuous for instance tells of her first masturbatory aid at age 10 or 11)… Well I remember touching myself, a little, when I was 12 or 13, maybe 14. But I never got myself off. I felt guilty and dirty.

I don’t know where I got that guilt. My parents never said sex was bad, that I can remember. They’re pretty open, really. I remember my mom sitting at the kitchen table and casually talking about sex with my brother’s girlfriend (who must have been around 16 or so, then).

When I first had sex, I somehow got really scared that I had gotten myself pregnant and I was nervous enough to make my period late. Well, I told my mom about it and she was great. Cool, helpful, never judgemental. It was a false alarm, thankfully, but I’m still very grateful for her reaction.

After that first experience, I kept having boyfriends and sleeping with them, nothing strange or unusual there. Finally, in my early 20’s, I managed to make myself cum. That’s right. Early 20’s. Maybe even late 20’s, come to think of it, I’m not sure anymore.

During that time, my sex life remained very vanilla. Ok, it went beyond the missionary, but not much further There was some oral sex given and received. Hand jobs. The occasional 69. With one partner, I was even wild enough to try anal sex, once or twice.

Excited yet?

I bet. And I bet you can well imagine that when I first met Boy Toy and he told me that he, and many of his friends, was a kinkster, I got a little intimidated.

The whole thing is just really, really silly. Here I was, a grown woman (I was 28 when I met Boy Toy for the first time) who was raised in a very open and loving family, who was never told sex was bad in any way, who hung out in goth-ish bars where half the people were into fetish and dressed accordingly, and I let this intimidate me? Hell, a little thing like kissing a girl made me totally shy (well, it still does LOL), yet all my friends were doing it!

After some time, I just couldn’t ignore anymore the chemistry, the attraction, between Boy Toy and I, and I finally made my move. So we started fucking. And talking. And exploring. And playing.

And one of Boy Toy’s first ideas was to buy me a vibrator. We shopped online for it together, emailing each other links to toys that seemed interesting. I got quite into it and read a few things here and there on how to choose a vibrator. I finally settled for the G Twist because it seemed sturdy, I liked that it was splash proof and made out of silicone. It was supposedly stronger than most silicone vibes and gave good g-spot stimulation. Plus, let’s face it, it looks wicked!

I don’t regret my choice. This is a reliable toy. The only thing though is that I’d advise the use of lube with it, as the material makes it less than slippery. Other than that, no complaint from me. It uses AA batteries (very practical) and lasts a hell of a long time on them. Well, I find.

So Boy Toy ordered and got the toy, and of course, he did the honors of first trying it out on me. And frankly, that’s the best use I’ve found for it so far: Boy Toy using it on me. Sometimes he’ll surprise me with it while massaging me… Wow!

I’ve brought it in the shower with me, once. Took me about 10 seconds to get off, and THAT is a record… I still don’t masturbate very much, the touch of another turns me on much, much more.

But still, that’s progress, right? My first sex toy! Or maybe it was my second, I did get the remote control vibrating egg quite early on with Boy Toy… (you can read that story here).