I hate winter. It’s cold, it dries up my skin. It gives me the blues. I can’t believe how fast treacherous November sneaked up on me! With the end of Daylight Saving Time this weekend, when I walked in the door after work today, it was dark.

Blues are bad news. They mean that I question everything and I feel extremely insecure. And when I start, it quickly turns into a vicious circle that’s hard to snap out of. But wait a minute… Am I not supposed to be Boy Toy’s Owner? The dominant partner? I forget…

Speaking of which, last Thursday Boy Toy and I were chatting over IM and the subject of ownership came up. Boy Toy said something along the lines that if I wanted it, he’d accept to be totally owned by me. Read the rest of this entry »