I mentioned in passing, in a post last week, that I decided to give the orgasm denial thing a break, but I haven’t said much about it, aside from this:

“[...] it was very intense and I felt Boy Toy had a hard time concentrating on anything else, which I think he needs. I also wanted to see how things would be without the denial, if he just goes back to his old self or if a bit of the submission remains. And I’d like to figure out what I really want, before going too far along that road.”

There are a few things I’d like to add to that. I’ll start with saying that nothing went wrong. I didn’t stop this little experiment of mine because I didn’t like it or we had a fight or any such thing.

I was just a little unsure. Like I said last week, it was very intense. I had never seen Boy Toy act quite that way before. Sure, all the attention was fun, but it’s not what I’m used to. Read the rest of this entry »