These last few weeks, denying Boy Toy of orgasms, I’ve seen just how submissive he can be. I am learning all his switches and it seems to come to me instinctively, naturally. Simply chatting with him about it all and asking him what makes him submissive practically brings him into subspace, where he is ready to offer me all of his orgasms until Christmas or promise to be with me forever. And he dreams about it after.

Last week, he went over his cigarette limit and I decided that as punishment, for the next week he would smoke all of his cigarettes naked, kneeling with legs spread, whether I’m there or not. As you can well imagine, this isn’t helping him at all. If we’re chatting, when he comes back from his cigarette I ask him if he’s wet, which makes him blush…

But one thing you should know about Boy Toy is that he is an alpha male. Confident. Independent in every part of his life, king of his domain. Except when it comes to me; he is at my feet. Read the rest of this entry »