Last night, Boy Toy went out and got a little drunk. I was home, because I was working early this morning. He told me that when he got back to his place, still drunk, he found himself naked and kneeling to smoke his cigarette, as he must do when I’m there… Have I mentionned that I wasn’t there?

How cute is that?

It’s amazing, really, that I can simply decide to tell Boy Toy not to cum, and not only will he listen, but also he will be all submissive and pretty much throw himself at my feet. Really, I’m somewhat taken aback by the results of my little experiment.

I like it, though. He’s the boyfriend I want, attentive, eager to please… But I love him just as much even when he isn’t all subby. Because it’s pretty intense, right now. And he’s had his last orgasm Saturday! He had two! Imagine if I put him through some serious orgasm denial??? I think he would lose himself in subspace.

And I’m thinking, maybe it’s time I let him be himself again for a little bit. From what he’s telling me, he can’t seem to think about much else right now. I don’t know, I still have to think about it.