Boy Toy is telling me that his dreams tend more and more towards the "24/7" theme, which has got him worried... But I think it's just that the fantasy is fucking hot to him. The actual thing is unrealistic. Right? It's something about a contract that you want me to sign and some of the items in it scare me a little. There is public sort of stuff and I really want to alter it or to avoid signing it, but I feel trapped, I have no choice but to sign. I'm too weak not to sign it, yet I'm hesitant. Then there's a fight, an argument between us and next thing I remember, I'm signing it. You're talking about pushing limits or where you want this to go, something along the lines that you're making this happen for you yet you have to push me or force me. I'm too scared, or chicken. But there's a 24/7 element here as you're saying this isn't a game anymore, you want to fully incorporate it into our relationship. I just remember I felt too weak to resist, but scared like hell and it was too late, it was signed. Then you're saying the previous contracts failed, I had opted out or not taken them seriously and there's no way this is going to happen to this one, it's sort of related to our relationship or making sure you don't have insecurity or something like that. After that there is this period, I'm not sure how long, I just remember that suddenly the dream takes place later, when the contract goes into effect. And I'm standing in front of you, I feel shaken, I'm scared or anxious and not too sure how the contract goes. You're sort of waiting for me, and I say "Can we go back, because I'm a little confused as to what the contract says?" You're walking around me while I'm stripping naked as apparently the contract says I'm not allowed clothing at all anymore, except if I give you a valid reason. I'm thinking, "fuck this is going to be hard, and what if I drip and how will I hide a bit and I'll always be exposed and how this all makes me more submissive..." and then I'm reading the contract, trying to find a way out. Maybe I can still get dressed in certain conditions. And you're sort of present or I see you in a flash and you're saying "this is what's wrong, you can't move forward, it's my way and you have to let go." I'm in conflict trying to let go, go with it, but I'm really scared and trying to find reasons to back out. Then there's a bunch of other things, like permanent things such as collar and cuffs, getting locked into items to signify our contract or my total submission to you. I hesitate locking on various devices but you're there to finish the job before I can say "wait!" They feel permanent and I fear I might have to be in public with them. But trying to let go completely to see your way. The last part is major evil! I'm on all four straddling a rack, and I'm humping something, I'm really fucking horny, like I'll do anything. And as I'm going at it, you are locking down my wrists and knees to this rack. But I don't care, I just want to cum. I'm humping it like a horny puppy, but as soon as I'm close to orgasm you stop it somehow, I can't feel anymore what I was humping into or against and you're saying "stop, not yet", and then you let me start again. Then you want me to stop humping as soon as you say "stop" but I never can, feels like I'm just about to cum and I lose control and you get the upper hand of removing what turns out to be one of those funny flashlight male sex masturbator things. (I'm laughing at this now because I find them funny or even silly looking, but wasn't in the dream, wanted you to place it back soooo bad. LOL). Finally, after a while, I think you're disappointed I couldn't stop when you would say and that I needed more training, it's fuzzy. But apparently you aren't going to let me cum, and then a part of the contract comes into play. You're explaining that I agreed to let you administer any kind of punishment and I'm in total conflict with this, while you're saying "this is right, best that way, better for training me". And your holding this large paddle, dark wood with holes in it, and you're saying we are going to practice this more till I get it right. I'm struggling to get out of this rack and on the first hard whack of the paddle I wake up thinking my butt is wicked sore!