Sometimes it’s easy to tell where Boy Toy got the “inspiration” for his dreams, but sometimes… Well, words just won’t explain this one. Still, I couldn’t help but laugh and find him extremely cute, when he told me this dream. He related it over IM, and I’ve edited it for your reading pleasure. Enjoy!

You would have totally freaked on the chastity thing you had for me in my last dream. Even I was impressed. It revolved around being 100% fully secure and how that affects me.

It was fucked up, and what was really funny was that people were here and there was some sort of olive fest going on! There were all kinds of olives everywhere, even red ones. And people were just freaking out on them, and I was like “Ok, they are good but holy shit, are these people on xtacy or what???”

Then the cage was on the table and I was looking at it. You came by and said “It’s cool eh?” And I was just happy, going “yeah, fucking amazing” but then you’re saying something along the lines that you “found the ultimate solution, it can be on at all times, and I could go jogging and etc…” Read the rest of this entry »

Axe from Unspeakable Axe, in response to my last post, asked me this:

As someone who’s been curious about orgasm denial, I’m interested in what denial feels like for you. Meaning what it does for you, why it’s a kind motivation for you. Is it just about knowing he’s denying himself pleasure because it’s what you want?

It’s a good question, and it takes a certain amount of introspection (which I suck at). I saw his comment a few hours ago and it’s been on my mind ever since. I decided to post about it because my answer would probably end up being somewhat long and more post material than comment material. Forgive me if I ramble, I’m better at sorting my thoughts out while writing or talking… Read the rest of this entry »