After 4 days of not being allowed to cum without my permission, Boy Toy finally asked me if he could. Perhaps it had to do with the fact that he dreamed, last night? It took a while, but he's getting where I want him to be. I'm quite impressed that it took as much as 4 days, considering that I've been teasing him mercilessly. Of course, I told him he can't just yet. I'm thinking I might let him cum once, this weekend, but I'm not sure. Anybody has an opinion on this?

I slept at his place, last night, so maybe that worked in my favor to finally get him horny. I got a little angry with him because when I asked him how many cigarettes he had smoked that day, he got all bratty with me. I cornered him and reminded him that we have a contract, according to which I have control of his smoking, and I accused him of topping from the bottom, and it was left at that.

He felt bad about it, though. He didn't show it at the time, but today he told me that my accusation made it into one of his dreams.

And those dreams! He hasn't told me all about them yet, but you can be sure that once he does, I'll post them here. They are always fascinating. Boy Toy and I sometimes have this uncanny connection: he'll dream about something and the next day, while chatting, I'll say something that is almost exactly like in his dream. This, understandably, really strikes a submissive chord with him. It happened while we were chatting today. We were talking about how his attitude with me is different when he doesn't cum and I told him that he gets angry or frustrated with me too easily. He jokingly suggested that I have a kill switch installed on the back of his neck and I offered instead "a little button that shocks your penis". He became all flustered and confused, because apparently it was part of his dream last night... Lovely!

Of course, this isn't the first time we've argued about how his attitude is different, when he doesn't cum. He denies this. When we talked about it, this morning, I told him that a little denial would do wonders with his attitude towards me, that he would know who's in charge. I just love telling him things like that, it makes him blush. So he blushed and argued with me, but then proved my point. First of all, he chatted with me for two hours today. That's two hours he wasn't working on his stuff! Also, he told me quite a few nice things, that he likes to do stuff with me, that it was fun that I was there last night, etc. He's usually not very expressive, verbally. Then when he wanted to go make himself a coffee, he asked me if I could wait and if he could go make coffee, with deference and everything, and waited until I said it was ok before leaving the computer.

I love this Boy Toy. And the difference is so obvious... Last night, he went out with some friends while I slept in his bed, and when he came back, he used his fingers on me, wanting to give me and orgasm because he had woken me up and he wanted to "relax" me.

Isn't he sweet?