Once upon a time, this little girl thought she would never do any sex that got into this nasty little hole, the anus. Ok, I admit that I tried anal sex with an ex of mine, before meeting Boy Toy. But just this one guy, only a few times, and it wasn’t really my cup of tea. So I thought this was simply off-limits for me. But then I met Boy Toy. He challenged every one of my preconceptions about sex. It was easy, I liked him a lot and he was so sexy. We started doing naughty things. Then naughtier things. Then we decided he would give me a monthly allowance to buy sex toys. If you’ve read me before, you may know that the first thing I bought, using this allowance, was the CB6000. I bought it online and had it delivered at Boy Toy’s place, as a surprise. Apparently, he was quite flustered when he opened that box… But this isn’t what this post is about. This is about anal stuff. By the time I got to my second or third order, I had read something online, I just can’t remember exactly where or what, about how erotic using anal beads was, and how pulling them out at the time of orgasm intensified sensations. Obviously, I had to give it a shot. So I ordered some beads, along with a few other items. I had them delivered at my place this time, as I didn’t want him to be too nervous about the beads before I even got to use them. Well I guess I mustn’t have read the specs carefully when I ordered, because what I had in mind was something small. Something beginner-ish. But what I got was 6 and a half inches of hard acrylic, with a 3 inch circumference. Oups! When I got the order and opened the box, I couldn’t help but laugh. I brought it to Boy Toy’s nonetheless and, as expected, he was terrified by the thing. We kind of laughed it off, and the beads were cast aside for a while. Until one day, on a whim, I decided to tie up my Boy Toy. He has a kind of platform couch, that’s in front of the actual couch and on which you can sit, rest your feet, etc. I had him kneel on the thing and I tied his legs to the legs of the platform. Next, I had him bend over, face on the platform thingie, and I tied his hands back, to the same spot as his legs. This left him in a nicely vulnerable and quite exposed position. I think I could see him blush from across the room. I got the toy box out of the closet and got the beads, as well as some lube. He couldn’t exactly see what I was up to, which, I imagine, was a litle nerve wracking. I went behind him, and poured a copious amount of lube on the beads... At this point, I think I got a little squeamish. I mean, poop comes out of there! And I felt I was pushing it, I wasn’t sure just how much Boy Toy wanted or didn’t want this. But I went on with it. I started to force the beads in, very slowly, with one hand, while caressing, cajoling his penis with my other hand. And... And I never got to go very deep. No, not very deep at all. I was afraid to push the thing too hard and hurt Boy Toy, for one. But the real reason I didn’t get far is that he came almost instantly. Not that he’s totally hot for anal sex… It was the humiliating position I put him in, the fact that I was violating him, taking advantage of him, using him, exerting my power over him, that totally got him off. My Boy Toy enjoys a mindfuck. And I enjoy giving it to him.