One of the many things Boy Toy introduced me to, since we started dating, is sex toys. That’s right, I had never played with any before, not even a dildo or vibrator! And sometimes, it’s necessary for me to carry some of these toys from my place to his, and vice versa. Let’s say I want to surprise him and handcuff him as soon as I walk in, well I need to have the handcuffs with me, right?

So one day, here I was commuting back home with handcuffs and a vibrator in my backpack. Then the thought struck me: what if something happened and I got “discovered”? An accident. Or someone searching my pack, for whatever reason. Or I drop it and the contents spill all over the floor, in plain view. How dreadful! But what an exciting thought! Makes me feel like such a naughty girl, with my secret stash of sex toys innocently tucked away in my bag. And I started wondering, what about these other commuters. What have they got in THEIR bags? Am I the only one with a secret?

It can be a heady feeling, to have a naughty little secret like that. I don’t know why, but it feels empowering. It’s silly, really, that it should make me feel that way. Same as when I walk around in public thinking “HAH, I’m Kink Unleashed and they don’t know it!”