Boy Toy thinks I’m very good at finding all kinds of fun ways to make him… blush. But the truth is, I’m an opportunist. I guess you could say I’m very good at seeing opportunities when they arise and taking advantage of them. I don’t think I’m a very imaginative person. In fact, it’s an issue for me. I feel that if we are to engage in kinky activities, I must come up with some original idea, and more often than not, I draw a blank. I feel kind of pressured by this… There’ve been a few ideas of mine that I’m particularly proud of (like when I had him come up with a list of punishments in case he misbehaves), but they are rare.

I am lucky, however, that Boy Toy is very imaginative and always provides me with tons of inspiration, whether with his dreams or our conversations. He just can’t seem to keep it to himself. Either his submissive nature is just too strong, or he knows what he’s doing… and wants me to pick up on his “hints”. Read the rest of this entry »