As I was saying in my first post, until I started dating Boy Toy about a year ago, I had never been very wild at all when it comes to sex. I mean, I had sex, don’t get me wrong, but it was all very normal. I’ve done a lot of things for the first time, since that fateful night last summer. My Boy Toy drew me out of my shell, so to speak.

It started with pictures. That, I had done before. I was seeing a guy for a while and one of our kicks was to take naughty pictures of ourselves and send them to each other. Ok, so nothing new here, nothing scary. What was a little different with Boy Toy was that I’d make him work for the pictures. I would take very sexy pictures of myself, pictures I knew he’d love, and I would send them to him, but on some conditions! A massage in exchange for a few pictures, for example. Or I would give him an assignment. This was fun, and still familiar territory. He seemed to really love the pictures and that helped me feel more confident, and perhaps more bold. It drew some playfulness and dominance out of me, what with giving him assignments… And one particular assignment I gave him led me to buy my first sex toy! Read the rest of this entry »